Feeling so low
Published Thursday, December 29, 2005 by JamesBB2 | E-mail this post
Every year at this time I always feel so low. It kicks in Christmas Day evening, I don't know what makes me feel this way and I always feel like crying. But somehow I don't. I guess its the anticlimax of Christmas being over, a period of the year I love, the year being over and into a new one, exams coming up. It's wierd. Having Olivia's friend over for new years party in Basildon, and then having to go home early because of Olivia being so poorly is sad to see. Having his Mum booking a flight for him to go home and then my Mum having to break him the news, where he gets really upset and seeing him pack his bags ready to go is heartbreaking. He's such a nice chap. I know I'll get over it, but the fact of all these things in one makes me feel so shit. Here's to 2005
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